I’m tired of being this average person. I get average grades, average skills, and average things in life. Though some people think I’m amazing for I have done these, I have done that, lucky I have these and I have that, but no, they aren’t enough and I’m still not satisfied. I want more. I’m aiming higher, have extreme and fabulous desires, and whatever I do they just don’t seem to work out the way I wanted.
I still don’t know what is lacking. I always pray to God, always nice to people, always do good deeds to others, always listen and understand them, always prepare things early, always submit everything on time, always save money, always study and train hard, etc., etc., and it frustrates me because I haven’t seen any novelty in myself and in the life I’m living or with the things I’m having.
I’m not a loser, am I?
Aside from not giving up, and finding better solutions to have a higher status, is there still away?