Monday, May 31, 2010

She needs a Phone Pal...

Someone's making a prank! I don't know where she got our telephone number, and she keeps on calling us every night!

Everytime I'll lift the phone to talk to her and ask her who she is looking for, she would say "Where's grandma Annie?". How the hell will I know? The person she is looking for is not living in our house. "Sorry, you dialed a wrong number", I replied.

I put down the phone. After a minute or two she would called again and asks for her grandma. "Who are you anyway?", I asked. "I'm Karen.", she replied. "Sorry Karen, the person who you are looking for doesn't live in here.", I responded.

I put the phone down again. Once more she called. This time I was annoyed. The moment I lifted the phone to my ear and said 'Hello', she said to me "You're ugly!". I made a grumpy face and spoke "Don't you ever call back again in here, Fuck!".

Gawd, finally! she didn't call back again anymore.

Friday, May 28, 2010

Busy Day III


Another week of a busy day. Well, I'm used to it since I'm a working girl. I love doing this job anyway. And I love posting it here in my blog. This is also for daddy. He wants to see these photos. Well, some photos were taken last week and I wasn't able to post it soon.



Let's check out the improvements. I'll let you see some. It's like you're going to roam around the constructing site.





The materials needed to build a house



The busy workers





They're already working with the foundation footing, if that's how i should call it. And it was so scary walking around 'coz any minute you might fall into those deep grounds.




Some random photos.

That's all for now.. tata!

A Freaky Friday

It was weird this morning. I woke up dizzy and out of my mind. First, I put a cereal on my bowl then grabbed a box of milk out of the fridge. I was about to pour it when I realized that the milk was onwed by my mom- and it's a soya milk! Geez.. Why didn't I read the label?

Second, when I'm about to brush my teeth, I squeezed my facial wash onto my toothbrush. When it was near my mouth, I stopped and surveyed for a moment. I wonder why the color is different from the usual toothpaste I put on my toothbrush. That's when I found out I made a mistake! It's not a toothpaste! Gawd. I removed it and since I don't want to waste it I used it . Lucky I'm not yet facially washing my face. And lucky Im not yet brushing it inside my mouth. Yuck!

Third, I keep thinking about Dimitri Belikov, one of the characters in Vampire Academy. I think i'm falling in love with him even I don't exactly see him. I just imagine what I read in the book of how he was described. Don't get me wrong but I think he's cute and hunky. --or, I'm just too imaginative. But I can replace my crush with Dimitri my love!---- eiw!

Last, someone called my sister on the telephone. She knew my sister's name. When my lil' sis asked her who she was, the person in the other line said "Guess who am I". Then the person abruptly hanged the phone. I shiver! It was sort of scary. Just try having one some time. And you'll feel what I want you to feel.

I wonder why I'm crazy. I'm not drank. Maybe I'm just stressed about last night.

Heeh.

Thursday Night

I hope I won't regret everything I will say on this post. If I will, I'll just delete this. He sounded bitchy- i can't find another word to describe it, sorry.

Last night I was with him in a bar- a restaurant bar to be exact- with my mom ofcourse. It's like an extension for my birthday. I didn't drink a beer, but ofcourse he did. I only ordered pinapple juice for myself. We less talk, more drinking. He sang at the videoke and more staring at the pretty ladies inside that restobar. He even adored a woman with a beautiful voice. I didn't get jealous. It's normal, and I agreed she's really good in singing.Her voice was like a bird chirping on a tree branch. He even sent her a note to ask if they can duet together while singing 'cruisin' with her.

But before that, I thought it was for me, because he gave it to me. I suddenly said "oww! I'm not good in singing. I can't duet with you. I'm sorry". "No. It's not for you. It's for the lady wearing an aqua top.", he said. Then he gave the paper to the waiter and addressed it to her.

I felt embarrased! My heart ached! That's stupid! Good thing I made an abrupt excuse. I want to say "You're a bitch! if it is wasn't for me, why did you give it to me at the first place? Asshole!".
Because i'm too kind I said instead "Ahh. I mean I will just follow the song since I don't know half of the lyrics".

Bitch!

Now I can't make an eye contact with him everytime he's whispering something to me.I don't even want to know anymore what he was saying. I just nod my head as a respond.

After a while he said "Maybe you should eat plenty and get fat so you can be good in singing too! I've noticed a lot of fat ladies that are good in singing. Maybe you should really give it a try".

AND THAT WAS THE TIME WHEN I GET MAD. I gave him a bitter smile, knowing that I'm annoyed. 'Fuck you' I said in my mind.

When it was his turn to sing 'cruisin'', the lady wearing an aqua top didn't like to duet with him. HA! Good for a karma! He frowned, yet he managed to sing.

BY THE WAY, earlier that night he mentioned to me that the man sitting next to us was his uncle's ex-girlfriend. Yeah and so what? Then he flipped one of the bottle cap and saw a number '16' print on it. I knew that was the date when his ex-girlfriend answered his courtship. I said "She must be your soulmate. Too bad she got pregnant with another man". I wanted to sound insulting to hurt his feelings. And I think I did.

Now that we left the bar and everybody were inside tha car, we're going back home. While driving he said to me "You know what? Someday you'll be alcoholic just like me.". I was annoyed! "No I will not! Let's see about that in the future!" I replied. "That's what you think", he responded. "And that's what you also think!", I argued.

Damn! I was pissed off! he sounded like a fortune teller Like he knew what my life will be. I hate it when he's telling me what i'll be when i grow up. Fuck him. Fuck him. Fuck him. This is not the first time he said that to me! He mentioned before that I'll skip classes on college and go to bars and have fun.

Well, that's not what he thinks! I marked my words let's see about that in the future. I'll make him sorry he said those junks to me!

There are theories of myself why he was like that. First, there were two ex-girlfriends in his life who wanted to have a family with him on their own. Since he was not yet graduate in college, he rejected. That's when his heart broken. And it was two times! Those two cheap girlfriends make themselves preganant with another man.

Second, the ladies who he usually hang- out are always the same. Alcoholic, happy-go-lucky and reckless. Well, don't he ever hell compare me with them! I'm different. He knew that. And i'm not acting like one. He's just damn bitter with his own life! That's when I'm turned off!


P.s. I can't say those bad words in my mouth, swear. Only in my mind.

P.p.s I'm such a good girl. I live a different standard that those friends of him.

It sucks! That night sucks!

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Sweet 16

Have you ever imagine yourself how tiny you are when you were first born? Isn't it ironic today that you're now 6 feet high while when you were a baby your height was only 2 or less?
Before it's only Ken and Barbie who you make their love story while playing with them and making them move. Now you're starting to have your own love story too.
Have you experienced being shy to enter your first day in school when you were kindergarten? Now that you can brake the rules in school especially when you're a senior.
Have you imagined yourself playing a pedal car before, but now you're actually driving a real car?
Have you ever looked back of these kind of situations as you grow up and become mature? Isn't this amazing?
We have a lot to say and do now when before we only listen to our parents' commands. We can do thing on our own, we can take a bath ourselves, we can cook our own food, do our assignments alone, and decide things on our own.
But wait. Who helped us to be who we are right now and gave us everything us need? Did we thank them for all what they did to us to become successful? You guess.

I'm being emotional today. Of course it's my birthday. I looked back those days when I only know in this world who my parents are. Now I almost new anything and everything that I desire. I guess I already have millions of experiences and events happened for 16 years in my life. I know I've been reckless, dishonest, disobedient and unthoughtful for some times, but my parents never turned me down and my two ever close friends, Lacap and Dela Vega. I thank them for sharing happiness with me and to those who have been part of my life.

Life is great. Life is wonderful. Believe it even you have heard it a million times before.
Here are some photos with my siblings on my birthday =]










Thank to those who greeted me.. I appreciate that a lot. muwah!

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Patient or Patience?

I went to my dentist last Friday and I was so mad!!!

Let me tell you why...

I went there around 1:30 in the afternoon for her to fix the bracket that was removed from my tooth. As I entered, I already saw her assisting someone on the dental chair. I found out it was her daughter. As usual I smiled and greeted her for respect. I thought she was only cleaning her daughter's teeth and it will take for a short time. I knew I'll be next because no one is waiting there but only me.

Grr.. It was 2:45 already and still I'm not yet being assisted! Cleaning should be last for 30 minutes and not more than almost 2 hours! I wanted to say that I'm leaving. But I was already there. Can't go back, especially I already waited for so long. It was so astonishing!

Finally it was my turn! I already laid on the dental chair when she abruptly asked me to go back again at the waiting area because she wanted to see what's wrong with her maid's tooth...

... You read it right!! Her 'MAID'S' tooth!!! Freak! I want to scream and say bad words! How will you feel when you're at my position? And I was first in line!! Sh**, right?

I breathed deeply. A few moments, she returned and asked me to go back at the dental chair. I did as she said. She examined for a while. "Come back on again Monday. I'll put it back when you return.", she said while handing the bracket.

But sh**! The moment I heard that from my ear, it sounded bitchy!! I waited there for so long, I wasted my time and money just to visit her, then this is what she's going to do to me? Does she cares??!! Fu**! I want to explode in front of her! I was in terror. But then I kept silent. I did not say anything that so rude to make her mad.

And still, she must said that earlier! she asked me what I came for her. I told her the reason why and she said to wait for her to finish the thing she's doing.



This is too much! That's not the only reason why I am mad at her. I'll tell you more:

1. I had an appointment with her with set date and time. I came there on time, still she's not around in her clinic. (The clinic opens at 8am and she scheduled me to come by 9, still she's snoring in bed!)

2. A patient just finished, and I'm next now, suddenly she told me she'll just take a nap. She's too tired she won't assist me well if she continues. She asked me to wait for 30 minutes. I did. I'm thinking of the fare I spent just to go there so I let this happened. ( Then after 30 minutes all the she did was gave me a new rubber elastics that won't last to give it to me for 2 minutes!!!!) I want to burst out!!

3. Every time she's assisting me, there will be someone who will call her on the telephone. She'll stop doing whatever she's doing with my teeth then she'll hand the phone. I waited for her more than 15 minutes and all that's she doing was chatting! Fucking shit! I can't take it anymore!


I wanted to cry badly! so badly! I want to scream in front of her. But why there is something stopping me to do that? I maybe worried that on my next visit she won't treat me less than well anymore. :(

And reminder, I fully paid everything for me not to properly assisted.

She's the most horrible shitty I ever encountered!

I was robbed this day..

It was a horrible afternoon.
Everything happened so fast...




I was carrying a heavy bag of vegetables while walking at the long street of Juan Luna. I was not alone. My family was behind me. I lead the way..

Suddenly, someone cuddled my ear. I thought it was grandma. I thought she was really cuddling me. When I looked at my shoulder I saw a dirty hand of a man. He's untidy and unpleasant! My body began to froze! He was already robbing my pair of earrings! He had a lady with him who blocked my mom's way for any attacks. After he'd done what he did to me I screamed so loud, shouting " He robbed my earrings!". Everybody eyed me, but no one would help me anymore. The thieves are out of sight!

I few moments, won't last for 2 minutes, I felt relieved. I realized it's just a material thing that I can have again. It's not worth to cry. It's not that expensive. Good thing he did not hurt my ears. He knows hot to take it off. Good thing it's cheaper than he would ever thought. Good thing I left my phone and my wallet inside the car and no more jewelry was hooked on my body. And it's a good good thing that I'm still alive! Thank you God!

I believe in karma. It's up to him what fate brings him in the future.


oh, and yeah! something abruptly came to my mind. Last year a man robbed my phone at my exact birthday. Today, I was robbed 3 days before my birthday. Will I get rob again on my birthday this coming May 26? What will be the next thing that will take away from me? Will they point a knife on me this time?

Geez.. I hope everything will be fine on that day.



P.S. Prince charming was not with me today so I have no hero to put his eyes on me in full attention.

P.P.S We did go to church this morning.

P.P.P.S. The phone that was taken from me last year was a trash. Its just a china phone and lots of damages in the system was broken. So its fine to loose it.

Friday, May 21, 2010

My Reckless Mother

No. It's not what you think when you read the title.

This was something funny!

My mother and I are so close with each other. We usually talk about everything we like to share. There was this time when mom was driving while chatting with me including my two younger siblings. I was beside her. We are going to the hardware.

Suddenly, all of us went up and down and my ass hurts! Mom's busy talking to us and so are we, we noticed after the incident that there was a hump on the road. It wasn't painted so we hardly see even our eyes are focused on the track. We started to laugh hard! I don't know but it's sort kind of fun!

ok, I'll skip the part with having a business at the hardware. We're going back to the track we passed a while ago. This time we were all silent. Mom's eyes are focused on the road...
... Here we go again, we went up and down and for the second time my ass hurt again!

We laugh and laugh until I said, "Gosh mom, you missed that again. You're a reckless driver!"

And that's how it ends.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Bestfriends' Day

Dea and Janred visited me this afternoon. They arrived by 2PM and we chatted under a big tree while sitting in a bench until 5 (well Jan left by 3:00). So me and Dea were all alone.

Gosh! it was a long chat! It's really obvious that we had not seen each other for many many days, weeks, and months! It worth the talk. I had my bonding again with my sissy. Oh! And her braces looks good on her with color Pink! She sure knows her style.

Hmm.. I lack of stories to share. Nothing so eventful happening today and the past days.

I hope I can post something interesting soon!

Muwah!

Sunday, May 16, 2010

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I find this quote nice and I want you to give me a good title for this then I'll edit it. Thanks!

Busy Day II

These are the new photos at the constructing site from yesterday. I was not able to post this last night because I'm too sleepy when I got home. Anyway, they had their paychecks. I wish mom gives me for working there too! Ha!


I took a photo of these so I can recall what's missing when I need them back




The steels. Ready to put up. and hey! there's my sis.


I have a new place to stay. They already destroyed the last one






The ground was dig deep. It's almost 5 feet in height and I can barely reach that because I'm not tall enough. Poor me, I'm small :(( Yet, good job workers!

I hope daddy sees these. He's looking for it =]

Just click here to see the first part

It's my time to rest now =].

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

PUPPY = BABY

Okay , so I told you about the puppy we bought in chinatown. Lately she's being busy, noisy, hungry and getting dirty all the time. She wants our full attention before she goes to sleep.

I'm finding hard to take care of a pup. She has to be pampered all the time (because sometimes her poo scatters on her furs). She barks at the middle of the night and every 4am and that disturbs me! (and you know I sleep by 1am and have to wake up by 6am). You have to feed her every morning, afternoon and night. You have to carry her or else she'll cry until she gets what she wants.

But how will I do these all if I'm doing something else too? I can't feed her in the afternoon because I stay for 8hours at the constructing site. I can't play with her and get enough sleep if she'll barks all the time.

I suddenly thought of having a real baby. It's the same as taking care a pup. I learned that I must be tougher to do all of these so the result will be great and satisfied.

So that's what our parents are talking about. We must enjoy first our life as a teenager so that when we have our own family, our 100% attention will only focus to them ( and that what makes you a great mom too!)

Having a baby is a wonderful blessing to have as a mother. It's as easy and as hard of having one ( you know what I mean). Like puppies, they are not toys. They must be properly handled with tender love and care.

It's so wonderful to think about it. Yet worse when you're already there.

This is just another thought in my mind today to share =]

Let me tell you

I'm only turning 16 next two weeks. And at my age you know that I'm very idealistic. I'm very like that when it comes to guys. I want him like these and like that. But then it all changes when I learn from reality and when I met the man I hang out all the time. He's eleven years older than me. A graduate, A psychology, A private army and a good friend. He's full of imperfections, and so am I. But as our friendship grows longer and we're knowing each other well, accepting his weakness or negativities is very easy for me. Because you already know him well, you understand him. You know what to do in his good times and his bad. It's really true that you must be friends first before lovers.

And if you're thinking that I am in love, I am absolutely! This time I'm sincere. He always makes my day brighter, my inspiration, my idol and my teacher. Every time there's a knowledge that will come to our conversation, he never misses a thing to say. In short, a good influence.

He's brave, tough, gentleman, and kind. He easily reads my brain waves. He's exactly who I wanted in life.

Oh... It's so good to be in love!!!!

But wait! I'm just telling you about my side. I didn't know if in his side he feels the same way too. For him, I maybe still a kid.

But whatever happens, if we are meant to be, It will be.

But if this is just another dream of mine, I don't know anymore.

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Useless Inventions

I found out existing inventions around the world that are definitely useless when me and my cousin roam around in her school's lab and read some stupid researches from her classmate.

Here are those objects:

1. None stick cellotape
2. Solar Powered Flash Light
3. A black highlighter pen
4. Glow in the dark sunglasses
5. Inflatable Anchor
6. Smooth Sandpaper
7. Waterproof sponge
8. Waterproof Teabags
9. AC adapter for Solar powered calculators
10. Fireproof Matches
11. Fireproof Cigarettes
12. Battery powered Battery Charger
13. Seatbelts for Motorbikes
14. Hand powered Chainsaw
15. Inflatable Dartboard
16. Silent Alarm Clock
17. A Pedal powered wheelchair
18. Braille Drivers Manual
19. Double sided playing cards
20. Ejector seats for Helicopters

and hell! there are more! even these (i doubt these inventions really exist):

-Screen window for a submarine
-Helicopter with an injection seat
-Inflatable dart board
-A tape on how to put together a vcr
-The water proof tea bag
-Water proof towel
-A book on how to read
-A dictionary index
-Powdered water
-Pedal-powered wheel chair

" Duh......I could do butter THAN THESE INVENTIONS ! "

Sunday!

My family and I went to China town today with Janus. Yes, it's Mothers' day today, But no, we didn't go out to celebrate. We went there to buy something we need for our catering. After we had bought everything on the list we stepped inside the car. How sweet of Janus when he gave mom and grandma a rose and greeted them this event. He's so thoughtful!

At the end of the day he greeted me too! But it wasn't about being a mother.... "Happy GRANDMOTHERS' DAY!", he said as I close the gate when he'll leave. Haha, I laughed!

Last but definitely not the least, we bought a french poodle. She was named 'babe'. She's small, white, and cutie.



Saturday, May 8, 2010

Happy mothers' day!



The blessing of a mother's heart
will never know an end
when she has a daughter
who's grown into a friend

There are times when you and your mom misunderstood each other for some instance. But then whatever we do, even we shake the world so hard they will still be our one and only mother. I love my mom and she's the closest friend in the family!

Let's greet our moms a Happy mothers' day! =]


Mothers Day

I have faith, and lots of it.

I know finding someone for me won't be easy. I am not the average girl, I know that and I am happy like that. I am very giving, and caring. I go out of my way to make others happy and I know this will be the case with whoever I date which is why I am a little demanding at times. I am careful with my heart because I don't need it broken. I am easy to please, simple things make my day. I am not materialistic, thoughts count more to me. I am helplessly romantic by nature and adventurous by heart. I know some day I will make some boy very happy and until then I won't mind waiting. So please, please, people, let me be.

EVEN HERE?!


THIS IS TOO MUCH! ALL MY HATERS REALLY TRYING TO DO EVERYTHING TO MAKE MY DAY BAD! WELL I'M STARTING A LITTLE (you had your little achievement!). NOT ONLY AT FORMSPRING BUT ALSO HERE ON MY BLOG. THOSE PEOPLE, I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH THEM ANYMORE. THEY ARE SO BULLY! I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY THEY HAVE TO DO THESE THINGS TO ME. I THOUGHT WHEN I'M AWAY FROM SCHOOL I'LL HAVE MY PEACE OF MIND. BUT IT TURNED OUT TO BE OPPOSITE! MY GOODNESS!

I REALLY DON'T KNOW! CAN'T THEY JUST IGNORE ME LIKE THE WAY I DO TO THEM?
IF I HAD THIS ATTITUDE PROBLEM THEN WHY CAN'T THEY SAY THAT TO ME PERSONALLY? WHY DO THEY HAVE TO SEND ANONYMOUSLY TO SAY EVERYTHING THEY WANT?

FIRST, I NEVER DONE ANYTHING WRONG WITH THEM. IF THERE'S SOMETHING, WHY CAN'T THEY REPORT THAT TO ME?

SECOND, I NEVER SPREAD A RUMOR ABOUT THEM, BUT THEY DID ABOUT ME!

THIRD, THEY KEEP ON NOTICING ME, EVEN THOSE LITTLE THINGS LIKE WHEN I LAUGH, OR THE HEADBAND I AM WEARING ETC.. DO YOU GET MY POINT?

I ALWAYS BACK AWAY SO THERE WILL BE NO BIGGER ISSUES, BUT THEY WON'T REALLY STOP! THE ONLY WAY HOW I CAN EXPRESS MY EMOTIONS ARE THROUGH THIS BLOG THAT I ONLY HAVE AND MY TWO REAL FRIENDS FROM SCHOOL.

geezes! GOOD THING I'M MATURED ENOUGH TO THINK THAT NOT EVERYONE HATES ME! MY HATERS ARE ALL FROM MY SCHOOL ONLY. BUT WHEN I GO TO OTHER PLACES, PEOPLE DON'T HATE ME ANYMORE. REALLY AT SCHOOL ONLY! I SWEAR.

I HOPE WHEN I REACH COLLEGE, I WON'T SEE THEIR FACES ANYMORE. I'M HOPING. HOPE IS WHAT I ONLY HAVE RIGHT NOW. IT WILL BE MY LAST YEAR IN THAT SCHOOL, AND I HOPE THEY DON'T DO ANYTHING FOR A THEIR OWN REMEMBRANCE

I'M NOT CRYING.

Friday, May 7, 2010

If I could tell you one thing...

.. I guess it would be that I love to hear your voice and your smile just happens to brighten my entire day!

=]



♥ JMM

I get darker.

The atmosphere at the place I'm staying for the whole 8 hours is very hot! It burns my skin. I get darker :[ It's not only that, It's also painful! I wish I'm back to school so that I can have my original skin tone.

Before:


After:



Bad, isn't it? It hurts sometimes. :[

My buddy!


Today, Jan Redmond, my boy best friend, visited me at the constructing site. We chatted for several hours until 5pm. It's a good thing to have him around for a change. We've talked about anything and everything under the sun. I missed him. I realized that when I have much things to say to him. we didn't care if the place was so hot and so dusty.

I will be happier if my girl best friend was there too! I want to see her new braces. She had that a month ago.

It's really tiring when I got home. I always feel like this every afternoon when I arrive. At least I'm happy :]

Thursday, May 6, 2010

For Shaen Faorell

Me:*laugh*

Friend: Aren't you sad that Shaen passed away?
Me: *thinks* (I was sad when he left us but he didn't take my laughter away with him.) but says instead, "A good thing he left since he didn't have to suffer anymore."
Friend: *nods head*


This conversation got me thinking.

  1. We can grieve but how long does it take to "show" that you really care about someone?
  2. If you grieve for more than 10 years and still continue grieving, does that erase all the scoldings, naggings and unhappiness that you made the person who passed away feel for all the years that he/she was alive?
  3. Does grieving mean that there will never be a smile on your face ever again?
  4. Does it mean that your funny bone has been taken away from you and you can never appreciate a good joke?
Sometimes when you care deeply for someone, you will grieve for that person. Maybe for a long long time but that person has already left us and i know they will want us to go on with our lives. Be as brave as before or even braver for the coming days.

So I wanna say, If you want to cry, Cry. If you want to laugh, Laugh. If you want to shout, Shout. If you want to slap some bugger who got on your nerves, Find a pillow.

Don't wait till you no longer have a chance and then start regretting because by then, it'll be too late. Live!

This was for him. I just remembered my companion when he was still breathing on earth.
I miss you Shaen!

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

When it was a blog


Sometimes, I have to wonder -- why am I doing this? To introduce myself to total strangers? To show the world what the life of a typical Filipino is like? For friends to catch up with the latest news in my life? To show troglodytic losers living in their parents' basements how cool I am? Well, actually, it's a little bit for all of those reasons... as well as for myself... it'll be interesting to reflect back on these entries in 5 or 10 or 20 years -- assuming that blogspot lasts that long.



Flowers that mothers love

It’s nearly that time of the year again; mother’s day. So time to get something really nice for her and don’t forget to get her flowers. Not just any flowers, has to be flowers that mothers love and don’t be stingy about it either! We only have one mother and it’s only one day in a year so it’s time to spoil her silly.

Easy as 1-2-3

Use each letter of the alphabet to name an adjective about yourself:

I am:

Apocalyptic when I don't eat enough carbs
Bored when I get home from work
Creative when I'm in the mood
Ditzy about 75% of the time
Energetic with the right people
Forgetful when it comes to due dates
Grateful for my friends and family
Hot hottie hot in my new brown bikini
Intensly passionate about my political views
Jealous when I'm dating someone
Klutzy, hence my glorious non-sports career
Listless on a Friday night
Mammoth booty is in my possession
Nutritious only about 4 days out of each month
Omnipotent over nothing, sadly
Possessive over my friends
Quizzical in nature
Rough around the edges
Sarcastic, sarcastic, no really, sarcastic
Tenacious in my pursuit of happiness
Ubiquitous in my travels
Voluminous hair when the time is right
Wary of strangers
Young at heart but not in mind
Zesty when served in the right salad.

Those Pupils

While I'm with a friend, Amber, to visit her school to get her stuffs out we heard a conversation from an awsome teacher.

Teacher: OK, guys...who can tell me a form of alliteration everyone knows?

Mark: Ooh! Ooh! Me! Me!

Teacher: Yes, Mark, go ahead.

Mark: Tongue Twisters!!!

Teacher: Great! Who can say a tongue twister?

(Kids babble off tongue twisters...)

Mark: Ooh! Ooh! Ms. L! Ms. L!!!

Teacher: Yes, Mark?

Mark: I made up my own tongue twister. It's 'She Shot the City Sheriff'. Try it.

Jessie: I can do that. She shot the shitty sheriff.

Christie: Oh my gosh! You just said shitty!

Ryan: You said it, too!

Christie: What did I say?

Jessie: We said shitty? Ahh! I didn't mean to say it! I said it twice! Oh my god!

Rosalia: I don't get it, what's so hard about saying 'She shot the shitty sheriff'?

Everyone: Ahh! You said it! You said it!!!

Teacher: Stop! Stop saying shi---I mean, stop saying that tongue twister!!!!

Hee hee hee.

Just look


NEAR SEVEN BILLION PEOPLE ON ONE PLANET SUSPENDED IN A SPACE CONTAINING HUNDREDS OF TIMES THAT NUMBER OF STARS. ODD ISN’T IT THAT THE SAME AMOUNT OF LIGHT YEARS EXISTS BETWEEN THE INDIVIDUALS OF BOTH GROUPS? DISTANCE BETWEEN U
~ MARK DURFEE, THE WALKING MAN





PS. That was actually my eye. :]

She needs a Phone Pal...

Someone's making a prank! I don't know where she got our telephone number, and she keeps on calling us every night!

Everytime I'll lift the phone to talk to her and ask her who she is looking for, she would say "Where's grandma Annie?". How the hell will I know? The person she is looking for is not living in our house. "Sorry, you dialed a wrong number", I replied.

I put down the phone. After a minute or two she would called again and asks for her grandma. "Who are you anyway?", I asked. "I'm Karen.", she replied. "Sorry Karen, the person who you are looking for doesn't live in here.", I responded.

I put the phone down again. Once more she called. This time I was annoyed. The moment I lifted the phone to my ear and said 'Hello', she said to me "You're ugly!". I made a grumpy face and spoke "Don't you ever call back again in here, Fuck!".

Gawd, finally! she didn't call back again anymore.

Busy Day III


Another week of a busy day. Well, I'm used to it since I'm a working girl. I love doing this job anyway. And I love posting it here in my blog. This is also for daddy. He wants to see these photos. Well, some photos were taken last week and I wasn't able to post it soon.



Let's check out the improvements. I'll let you see some. It's like you're going to roam around the constructing site.





The materials needed to build a house



The busy workers





They're already working with the foundation footing, if that's how i should call it. And it was so scary walking around 'coz any minute you might fall into those deep grounds.




Some random photos.

That's all for now.. tata!

A Freaky Friday

It was weird this morning. I woke up dizzy and out of my mind. First, I put a cereal on my bowl then grabbed a box of milk out of the fridge. I was about to pour it when I realized that the milk was onwed by my mom- and it's a soya milk! Geez.. Why didn't I read the label?

Second, when I'm about to brush my teeth, I squeezed my facial wash onto my toothbrush. When it was near my mouth, I stopped and surveyed for a moment. I wonder why the color is different from the usual toothpaste I put on my toothbrush. That's when I found out I made a mistake! It's not a toothpaste! Gawd. I removed it and since I don't want to waste it I used it . Lucky I'm not yet facially washing my face. And lucky Im not yet brushing it inside my mouth. Yuck!

Third, I keep thinking about Dimitri Belikov, one of the characters in Vampire Academy. I think i'm falling in love with him even I don't exactly see him. I just imagine what I read in the book of how he was described. Don't get me wrong but I think he's cute and hunky. --or, I'm just too imaginative. But I can replace my crush with Dimitri my love!---- eiw!

Last, someone called my sister on the telephone. She knew my sister's name. When my lil' sis asked her who she was, the person in the other line said "Guess who am I". Then the person abruptly hanged the phone. I shiver! It was sort of scary. Just try having one some time. And you'll feel what I want you to feel.

I wonder why I'm crazy. I'm not drank. Maybe I'm just stressed about last night.

Heeh.

Thursday Night

I hope I won't regret everything I will say on this post. If I will, I'll just delete this. He sounded bitchy- i can't find another word to describe it, sorry.

Last night I was with him in a bar- a restaurant bar to be exact- with my mom ofcourse. It's like an extension for my birthday. I didn't drink a beer, but ofcourse he did. I only ordered pinapple juice for myself. We less talk, more drinking. He sang at the videoke and more staring at the pretty ladies inside that restobar. He even adored a woman with a beautiful voice. I didn't get jealous. It's normal, and I agreed she's really good in singing.Her voice was like a bird chirping on a tree branch. He even sent her a note to ask if they can duet together while singing 'cruisin' with her.

But before that, I thought it was for me, because he gave it to me. I suddenly said "oww! I'm not good in singing. I can't duet with you. I'm sorry". "No. It's not for you. It's for the lady wearing an aqua top.", he said. Then he gave the paper to the waiter and addressed it to her.

I felt embarrased! My heart ached! That's stupid! Good thing I made an abrupt excuse. I want to say "You're a bitch! if it is wasn't for me, why did you give it to me at the first place? Asshole!".
Because i'm too kind I said instead "Ahh. I mean I will just follow the song since I don't know half of the lyrics".

Bitch!

Now I can't make an eye contact with him everytime he's whispering something to me.I don't even want to know anymore what he was saying. I just nod my head as a respond.

After a while he said "Maybe you should eat plenty and get fat so you can be good in singing too! I've noticed a lot of fat ladies that are good in singing. Maybe you should really give it a try".

AND THAT WAS THE TIME WHEN I GET MAD. I gave him a bitter smile, knowing that I'm annoyed. 'Fuck you' I said in my mind.

When it was his turn to sing 'cruisin'', the lady wearing an aqua top didn't like to duet with him. HA! Good for a karma! He frowned, yet he managed to sing.

BY THE WAY, earlier that night he mentioned to me that the man sitting next to us was his uncle's ex-girlfriend. Yeah and so what? Then he flipped one of the bottle cap and saw a number '16' print on it. I knew that was the date when his ex-girlfriend answered his courtship. I said "She must be your soulmate. Too bad she got pregnant with another man". I wanted to sound insulting to hurt his feelings. And I think I did.

Now that we left the bar and everybody were inside tha car, we're going back home. While driving he said to me "You know what? Someday you'll be alcoholic just like me.". I was annoyed! "No I will not! Let's see about that in the future!" I replied. "That's what you think", he responded. "And that's what you also think!", I argued.

Damn! I was pissed off! he sounded like a fortune teller Like he knew what my life will be. I hate it when he's telling me what i'll be when i grow up. Fuck him. Fuck him. Fuck him. This is not the first time he said that to me! He mentioned before that I'll skip classes on college and go to bars and have fun.

Well, that's not what he thinks! I marked my words let's see about that in the future. I'll make him sorry he said those junks to me!

There are theories of myself why he was like that. First, there were two ex-girlfriends in his life who wanted to have a family with him on their own. Since he was not yet graduate in college, he rejected. That's when his heart broken. And it was two times! Those two cheap girlfriends make themselves preganant with another man.

Second, the ladies who he usually hang- out are always the same. Alcoholic, happy-go-lucky and reckless. Well, don't he ever hell compare me with them! I'm different. He knew that. And i'm not acting like one. He's just damn bitter with his own life! That's when I'm turned off!


P.s. I can't say those bad words in my mouth, swear. Only in my mind.

P.p.s I'm such a good girl. I live a different standard that those friends of him.

It sucks! That night sucks!

Sweet 16

Have you ever imagine yourself how tiny you are when you were first born? Isn't it ironic today that you're now 6 feet high while when you were a baby your height was only 2 or less?
Before it's only Ken and Barbie who you make their love story while playing with them and making them move. Now you're starting to have your own love story too.
Have you experienced being shy to enter your first day in school when you were kindergarten? Now that you can brake the rules in school especially when you're a senior.
Have you imagined yourself playing a pedal car before, but now you're actually driving a real car?
Have you ever looked back of these kind of situations as you grow up and become mature? Isn't this amazing?
We have a lot to say and do now when before we only listen to our parents' commands. We can do thing on our own, we can take a bath ourselves, we can cook our own food, do our assignments alone, and decide things on our own.
But wait. Who helped us to be who we are right now and gave us everything us need? Did we thank them for all what they did to us to become successful? You guess.

I'm being emotional today. Of course it's my birthday. I looked back those days when I only know in this world who my parents are. Now I almost new anything and everything that I desire. I guess I already have millions of experiences and events happened for 16 years in my life. I know I've been reckless, dishonest, disobedient and unthoughtful for some times, but my parents never turned me down and my two ever close friends, Lacap and Dela Vega. I thank them for sharing happiness with me and to those who have been part of my life.

Life is great. Life is wonderful. Believe it even you have heard it a million times before.
Here are some photos with my siblings on my birthday =]










Thank to those who greeted me.. I appreciate that a lot. muwah!

Patient or Patience?

I went to my dentist last Friday and I was so mad!!!

Let me tell you why...

I went there around 1:30 in the afternoon for her to fix the bracket that was removed from my tooth. As I entered, I already saw her assisting someone on the dental chair. I found out it was her daughter. As usual I smiled and greeted her for respect. I thought she was only cleaning her daughter's teeth and it will take for a short time. I knew I'll be next because no one is waiting there but only me.

Grr.. It was 2:45 already and still I'm not yet being assisted! Cleaning should be last for 30 minutes and not more than almost 2 hours! I wanted to say that I'm leaving. But I was already there. Can't go back, especially I already waited for so long. It was so astonishing!

Finally it was my turn! I already laid on the dental chair when she abruptly asked me to go back again at the waiting area because she wanted to see what's wrong with her maid's tooth...

... You read it right!! Her 'MAID'S' tooth!!! Freak! I want to scream and say bad words! How will you feel when you're at my position? And I was first in line!! Sh**, right?

I breathed deeply. A few moments, she returned and asked me to go back at the dental chair. I did as she said. She examined for a while. "Come back on again Monday. I'll put it back when you return.", she said while handing the bracket.

But sh**! The moment I heard that from my ear, it sounded bitchy!! I waited there for so long, I wasted my time and money just to visit her, then this is what she's going to do to me? Does she cares??!! Fu**! I want to explode in front of her! I was in terror. But then I kept silent. I did not say anything that so rude to make her mad.

And still, she must said that earlier! she asked me what I came for her. I told her the reason why and she said to wait for her to finish the thing she's doing.



This is too much! That's not the only reason why I am mad at her. I'll tell you more:

1. I had an appointment with her with set date and time. I came there on time, still she's not around in her clinic. (The clinic opens at 8am and she scheduled me to come by 9, still she's snoring in bed!)

2. A patient just finished, and I'm next now, suddenly she told me she'll just take a nap. She's too tired she won't assist me well if she continues. She asked me to wait for 30 minutes. I did. I'm thinking of the fare I spent just to go there so I let this happened. ( Then after 30 minutes all the she did was gave me a new rubber elastics that won't last to give it to me for 2 minutes!!!!) I want to burst out!!

3. Every time she's assisting me, there will be someone who will call her on the telephone. She'll stop doing whatever she's doing with my teeth then she'll hand the phone. I waited for her more than 15 minutes and all that's she doing was chatting! Fucking shit! I can't take it anymore!


I wanted to cry badly! so badly! I want to scream in front of her. But why there is something stopping me to do that? I maybe worried that on my next visit she won't treat me less than well anymore. :(

And reminder, I fully paid everything for me not to properly assisted.

She's the most horrible shitty I ever encountered!

I was robbed this day..

It was a horrible afternoon.
Everything happened so fast...




I was carrying a heavy bag of vegetables while walking at the long street of Juan Luna. I was not alone. My family was behind me. I lead the way..

Suddenly, someone cuddled my ear. I thought it was grandma. I thought she was really cuddling me. When I looked at my shoulder I saw a dirty hand of a man. He's untidy and unpleasant! My body began to froze! He was already robbing my pair of earrings! He had a lady with him who blocked my mom's way for any attacks. After he'd done what he did to me I screamed so loud, shouting " He robbed my earrings!". Everybody eyed me, but no one would help me anymore. The thieves are out of sight!

I few moments, won't last for 2 minutes, I felt relieved. I realized it's just a material thing that I can have again. It's not worth to cry. It's not that expensive. Good thing he did not hurt my ears. He knows hot to take it off. Good thing it's cheaper than he would ever thought. Good thing I left my phone and my wallet inside the car and no more jewelry was hooked on my body. And it's a good good thing that I'm still alive! Thank you God!

I believe in karma. It's up to him what fate brings him in the future.


oh, and yeah! something abruptly came to my mind. Last year a man robbed my phone at my exact birthday. Today, I was robbed 3 days before my birthday. Will I get rob again on my birthday this coming May 26? What will be the next thing that will take away from me? Will they point a knife on me this time?

Geez.. I hope everything will be fine on that day.



P.S. Prince charming was not with me today so I have no hero to put his eyes on me in full attention.

P.P.S We did go to church this morning.

P.P.P.S. The phone that was taken from me last year was a trash. Its just a china phone and lots of damages in the system was broken. So its fine to loose it.

My Reckless Mother

No. It's not what you think when you read the title.

This was something funny!

My mother and I are so close with each other. We usually talk about everything we like to share. There was this time when mom was driving while chatting with me including my two younger siblings. I was beside her. We are going to the hardware.

Suddenly, all of us went up and down and my ass hurts! Mom's busy talking to us and so are we, we noticed after the incident that there was a hump on the road. It wasn't painted so we hardly see even our eyes are focused on the track. We started to laugh hard! I don't know but it's sort kind of fun!

ok, I'll skip the part with having a business at the hardware. We're going back to the track we passed a while ago. This time we were all silent. Mom's eyes are focused on the road...
... Here we go again, we went up and down and for the second time my ass hurt again!

We laugh and laugh until I said, "Gosh mom, you missed that again. You're a reckless driver!"

And that's how it ends.

Bestfriends' Day

Dea and Janred visited me this afternoon. They arrived by 2PM and we chatted under a big tree while sitting in a bench until 5 (well Jan left by 3:00). So me and Dea were all alone.

Gosh! it was a long chat! It's really obvious that we had not seen each other for many many days, weeks, and months! It worth the talk. I had my bonding again with my sissy. Oh! And her braces looks good on her with color Pink! She sure knows her style.

Hmm.. I lack of stories to share. Nothing so eventful happening today and the past days.

I hope I can post something interesting soon!

Muwah!

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Busy Day II

These are the new photos at the constructing site from yesterday. I was not able to post this last night because I'm too sleepy when I got home. Anyway, they had their paychecks. I wish mom gives me for working there too! Ha!


I took a photo of these so I can recall what's missing when I need them back




The steels. Ready to put up. and hey! there's my sis.


I have a new place to stay. They already destroyed the last one






The ground was dig deep. It's almost 5 feet in height and I can barely reach that because I'm not tall enough. Poor me, I'm small :(( Yet, good job workers!

I hope daddy sees these. He's looking for it =]

Just click here to see the first part

It's my time to rest now =].

PUPPY = BABY

Okay , so I told you about the puppy we bought in chinatown. Lately she's being busy, noisy, hungry and getting dirty all the time. She wants our full attention before she goes to sleep.

I'm finding hard to take care of a pup. She has to be pampered all the time (because sometimes her poo scatters on her furs). She barks at the middle of the night and every 4am and that disturbs me! (and you know I sleep by 1am and have to wake up by 6am). You have to feed her every morning, afternoon and night. You have to carry her or else she'll cry until she gets what she wants.

But how will I do these all if I'm doing something else too? I can't feed her in the afternoon because I stay for 8hours at the constructing site. I can't play with her and get enough sleep if she'll barks all the time.

I suddenly thought of having a real baby. It's the same as taking care a pup. I learned that I must be tougher to do all of these so the result will be great and satisfied.

So that's what our parents are talking about. We must enjoy first our life as a teenager so that when we have our own family, our 100% attention will only focus to them ( and that what makes you a great mom too!)

Having a baby is a wonderful blessing to have as a mother. It's as easy and as hard of having one ( you know what I mean). Like puppies, they are not toys. They must be properly handled with tender love and care.

It's so wonderful to think about it. Yet worse when you're already there.

This is just another thought in my mind today to share =]

Let me tell you

I'm only turning 16 next two weeks. And at my age you know that I'm very idealistic. I'm very like that when it comes to guys. I want him like these and like that. But then it all changes when I learn from reality and when I met the man I hang out all the time. He's eleven years older than me. A graduate, A psychology, A private army and a good friend. He's full of imperfections, and so am I. But as our friendship grows longer and we're knowing each other well, accepting his weakness or negativities is very easy for me. Because you already know him well, you understand him. You know what to do in his good times and his bad. It's really true that you must be friends first before lovers.

And if you're thinking that I am in love, I am absolutely! This time I'm sincere. He always makes my day brighter, my inspiration, my idol and my teacher. Every time there's a knowledge that will come to our conversation, he never misses a thing to say. In short, a good influence.

He's brave, tough, gentleman, and kind. He easily reads my brain waves. He's exactly who I wanted in life.

Oh... It's so good to be in love!!!!

But wait! I'm just telling you about my side. I didn't know if in his side he feels the same way too. For him, I maybe still a kid.

But whatever happens, if we are meant to be, It will be.

But if this is just another dream of mine, I don't know anymore.

Useless Inventions

I found out existing inventions around the world that are definitely useless when me and my cousin roam around in her school's lab and read some stupid researches from her classmate.

Here are those objects:

1. None stick cellotape
2. Solar Powered Flash Light
3. A black highlighter pen
4. Glow in the dark sunglasses
5. Inflatable Anchor
6. Smooth Sandpaper
7. Waterproof sponge
8. Waterproof Teabags
9. AC adapter for Solar powered calculators
10. Fireproof Matches
11. Fireproof Cigarettes
12. Battery powered Battery Charger
13. Seatbelts for Motorbikes
14. Hand powered Chainsaw
15. Inflatable Dartboard
16. Silent Alarm Clock
17. A Pedal powered wheelchair
18. Braille Drivers Manual
19. Double sided playing cards
20. Ejector seats for Helicopters

and hell! there are more! even these (i doubt these inventions really exist):

-Screen window for a submarine
-Helicopter with an injection seat
-Inflatable dart board
-A tape on how to put together a vcr
-The water proof tea bag
-Water proof towel
-A book on how to read
-A dictionary index
-Powdered water
-Pedal-powered wheel chair

" Duh......I could do butter THAN THESE INVENTIONS ! "

Sunday!

My family and I went to China town today with Janus. Yes, it's Mothers' day today, But no, we didn't go out to celebrate. We went there to buy something we need for our catering. After we had bought everything on the list we stepped inside the car. How sweet of Janus when he gave mom and grandma a rose and greeted them this event. He's so thoughtful!

At the end of the day he greeted me too! But it wasn't about being a mother.... "Happy GRANDMOTHERS' DAY!", he said as I close the gate when he'll leave. Haha, I laughed!

Last but definitely not the least, we bought a french poodle. She was named 'babe'. She's small, white, and cutie.



Happy mothers' day!



The blessing of a mother's heart
will never know an end
when she has a daughter
who's grown into a friend

There are times when you and your mom misunderstood each other for some instance. But then whatever we do, even we shake the world so hard they will still be our one and only mother. I love my mom and she's the closest friend in the family!

Let's greet our moms a Happy mothers' day! =]


Mothers Day

I have faith, and lots of it.

I know finding someone for me won't be easy. I am not the average girl, I know that and I am happy like that. I am very giving, and caring. I go out of my way to make others happy and I know this will be the case with whoever I date which is why I am a little demanding at times. I am careful with my heart because I don't need it broken. I am easy to please, simple things make my day. I am not materialistic, thoughts count more to me. I am helplessly romantic by nature and adventurous by heart. I know some day I will make some boy very happy and until then I won't mind waiting. So please, please, people, let me be.

EVEN HERE?!


THIS IS TOO MUCH! ALL MY HATERS REALLY TRYING TO DO EVERYTHING TO MAKE MY DAY BAD! WELL I'M STARTING A LITTLE (you had your little achievement!). NOT ONLY AT FORMSPRING BUT ALSO HERE ON MY BLOG. THOSE PEOPLE, I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH THEM ANYMORE. THEY ARE SO BULLY! I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY THEY HAVE TO DO THESE THINGS TO ME. I THOUGHT WHEN I'M AWAY FROM SCHOOL I'LL HAVE MY PEACE OF MIND. BUT IT TURNED OUT TO BE OPPOSITE! MY GOODNESS!

I REALLY DON'T KNOW! CAN'T THEY JUST IGNORE ME LIKE THE WAY I DO TO THEM?
IF I HAD THIS ATTITUDE PROBLEM THEN WHY CAN'T THEY SAY THAT TO ME PERSONALLY? WHY DO THEY HAVE TO SEND ANONYMOUSLY TO SAY EVERYTHING THEY WANT?

FIRST, I NEVER DONE ANYTHING WRONG WITH THEM. IF THERE'S SOMETHING, WHY CAN'T THEY REPORT THAT TO ME?

SECOND, I NEVER SPREAD A RUMOR ABOUT THEM, BUT THEY DID ABOUT ME!

THIRD, THEY KEEP ON NOTICING ME, EVEN THOSE LITTLE THINGS LIKE WHEN I LAUGH, OR THE HEADBAND I AM WEARING ETC.. DO YOU GET MY POINT?

I ALWAYS BACK AWAY SO THERE WILL BE NO BIGGER ISSUES, BUT THEY WON'T REALLY STOP! THE ONLY WAY HOW I CAN EXPRESS MY EMOTIONS ARE THROUGH THIS BLOG THAT I ONLY HAVE AND MY TWO REAL FRIENDS FROM SCHOOL.

geezes! GOOD THING I'M MATURED ENOUGH TO THINK THAT NOT EVERYONE HATES ME! MY HATERS ARE ALL FROM MY SCHOOL ONLY. BUT WHEN I GO TO OTHER PLACES, PEOPLE DON'T HATE ME ANYMORE. REALLY AT SCHOOL ONLY! I SWEAR.

I HOPE WHEN I REACH COLLEGE, I WON'T SEE THEIR FACES ANYMORE. I'M HOPING. HOPE IS WHAT I ONLY HAVE RIGHT NOW. IT WILL BE MY LAST YEAR IN THAT SCHOOL, AND I HOPE THEY DON'T DO ANYTHING FOR A THEIR OWN REMEMBRANCE

I'M NOT CRYING.

If I could tell you one thing...

.. I guess it would be that I love to hear your voice and your smile just happens to brighten my entire day!

=]



♥ JMM

I get darker.

The atmosphere at the place I'm staying for the whole 8 hours is very hot! It burns my skin. I get darker :[ It's not only that, It's also painful! I wish I'm back to school so that I can have my original skin tone.

Before:


After:



Bad, isn't it? It hurts sometimes. :[

My buddy!


Today, Jan Redmond, my boy best friend, visited me at the constructing site. We chatted for several hours until 5pm. It's a good thing to have him around for a change. We've talked about anything and everything under the sun. I missed him. I realized that when I have much things to say to him. we didn't care if the place was so hot and so dusty.

I will be happier if my girl best friend was there too! I want to see her new braces. She had that a month ago.

It's really tiring when I got home. I always feel like this every afternoon when I arrive. At least I'm happy :]

For Shaen Faorell

Me:*laugh*

Friend: Aren't you sad that Shaen passed away?
Me: *thinks* (I was sad when he left us but he didn't take my laughter away with him.) but says instead, "A good thing he left since he didn't have to suffer anymore."
Friend: *nods head*


This conversation got me thinking.

  1. We can grieve but how long does it take to "show" that you really care about someone?
  2. If you grieve for more than 10 years and still continue grieving, does that erase all the scoldings, naggings and unhappiness that you made the person who passed away feel for all the years that he/she was alive?
  3. Does grieving mean that there will never be a smile on your face ever again?
  4. Does it mean that your funny bone has been taken away from you and you can never appreciate a good joke?
Sometimes when you care deeply for someone, you will grieve for that person. Maybe for a long long time but that person has already left us and i know they will want us to go on with our lives. Be as brave as before or even braver for the coming days.

So I wanna say, If you want to cry, Cry. If you want to laugh, Laugh. If you want to shout, Shout. If you want to slap some bugger who got on your nerves, Find a pillow.

Don't wait till you no longer have a chance and then start regretting because by then, it'll be too late. Live!

This was for him. I just remembered my companion when he was still breathing on earth.
I miss you Shaen!

When it was a blog


Sometimes, I have to wonder -- why am I doing this? To introduce myself to total strangers? To show the world what the life of a typical Filipino is like? For friends to catch up with the latest news in my life? To show troglodytic losers living in their parents' basements how cool I am? Well, actually, it's a little bit for all of those reasons... as well as for myself... it'll be interesting to reflect back on these entries in 5 or 10 or 20 years -- assuming that blogspot lasts that long.



Flowers that mothers love

It’s nearly that time of the year again; mother’s day. So time to get something really nice for her and don’t forget to get her flowers. Not just any flowers, has to be flowers that mothers love and don’t be stingy about it either! We only have one mother and it’s only one day in a year so it’s time to spoil her silly.

Easy as 1-2-3

Use each letter of the alphabet to name an adjective about yourself:

I am:

Apocalyptic when I don't eat enough carbs
Bored when I get home from work
Creative when I'm in the mood
Ditzy about 75% of the time
Energetic with the right people
Forgetful when it comes to due dates
Grateful for my friends and family
Hot hottie hot in my new brown bikini
Intensly passionate about my political views
Jealous when I'm dating someone
Klutzy, hence my glorious non-sports career
Listless on a Friday night
Mammoth booty is in my possession
Nutritious only about 4 days out of each month
Omnipotent over nothing, sadly
Possessive over my friends
Quizzical in nature
Rough around the edges
Sarcastic, sarcastic, no really, sarcastic
Tenacious in my pursuit of happiness
Ubiquitous in my travels
Voluminous hair when the time is right
Wary of strangers
Young at heart but not in mind
Zesty when served in the right salad.

Those Pupils

While I'm with a friend, Amber, to visit her school to get her stuffs out we heard a conversation from an awsome teacher.

Teacher: OK, guys...who can tell me a form of alliteration everyone knows?

Mark: Ooh! Ooh! Me! Me!

Teacher: Yes, Mark, go ahead.

Mark: Tongue Twisters!!!

Teacher: Great! Who can say a tongue twister?

(Kids babble off tongue twisters...)

Mark: Ooh! Ooh! Ms. L! Ms. L!!!

Teacher: Yes, Mark?

Mark: I made up my own tongue twister. It's 'She Shot the City Sheriff'. Try it.

Jessie: I can do that. She shot the shitty sheriff.

Christie: Oh my gosh! You just said shitty!

Ryan: You said it, too!

Christie: What did I say?

Jessie: We said shitty? Ahh! I didn't mean to say it! I said it twice! Oh my god!

Rosalia: I don't get it, what's so hard about saying 'She shot the shitty sheriff'?

Everyone: Ahh! You said it! You said it!!!

Teacher: Stop! Stop saying shi---I mean, stop saying that tongue twister!!!!

Hee hee hee.

Just look


NEAR SEVEN BILLION PEOPLE ON ONE PLANET SUSPENDED IN A SPACE CONTAINING HUNDREDS OF TIMES THAT NUMBER OF STARS. ODD ISN’T IT THAT THE SAME AMOUNT OF LIGHT YEARS EXISTS BETWEEN THE INDIVIDUALS OF BOTH GROUPS? DISTANCE BETWEEN U
~ MARK DURFEE, THE WALKING MAN





PS. That was actually my eye. :]