Are you going to read this? If not, I don’t mind

I always tell myself to be true. Anything that appears in my mind and whatever I feel with so many comings and goings in my life I always blog it.

If I’m away from the computer, I write in on a scratch paper. To be honest with you, I get so pressured when other people tell me that my writing is good. And that’s really something. But who will really stay reading are my real friends and the people who love my blog.

That’s why when I get to read other’s blog I was never against with anything they post. Like me, they also have their own opinions, beliefs and events happening in their life. They are just being real and expressing their emotions. We just need to understand them. That’s what makes me appreciate different people, get inspired, learn from them and get ideas to post something on my blog (and sometimes even for my assignments, haha! like from Sir John Marine’s blog).


I salute every blogger in this world. They contribute a lot of help and knowledge to other people. They might sound harsh or not, but let’s face it we still get something out from them.


As long as we don’t step on other people and we know our limitations, everything will be fine.

Terrific Tuesday!

These previous days I have to sleep very late at night. I slept around 11PM for 4 consecutive days now.

I feel GOOD and at the same time BAD about it.

GOOD,
        because I have finished the first chapter of the story I am creating entitled SPY PRINCESS: THE RICH MAN'S SECRET. Hoping this book will be successful and publish to many who love to read. I want to share my joy with them, at the same time I want to be a great writer and a novelist.

BAD,
        because I'm having huge eyebags, and I don't like it. I lack sleep and I want to fulfill it when I'm in class. But of course, I won't do that.

(Yawn!) Lastly, I told myself I will sleep early tonight.

Good night!

Blogless

Not to say I no longer have a blog. Just that I am "less" anything to blog. Can't think of a thing. I hate it when that happens.

Idiosyncrasy

For many years no matter how I try, I somehow just can't study in the afternoon. Yes it's a big disadvantage to waste lazy afternoons away but everyone is different right =D That makes life so colourful. Everyone is special. One of a kind. Thus the title of today's post.

It's so great!

I'm enjoying my time writing my novel. I'm keeping it up. I feel so glad and at the same I fell no stress at all.

That's all for now.. Read my novel, k?

SEE YOU AT THE ENDING

Today, I started to create my own novel. I will post them in my second blog. I am really eager to finish my own story, and maybe in the future I can publish them.

If you are an active follower and you liked my work, please help me have more readers and followers. I just want every one of us to be happy and at the same time I can practice my writing and grammar skills.

If you want to check it out now, please click this link, and I hope you have fun reading.

Thank you for those who will support.

More power,

Erica

Hooray!

Someone just gave me a compliment that my grammar is improving!

Thanks to that person.

As you can notice, I started blogging last March and my grammar isn't that good. I also posted before that I want to improve it so I can do better in school. Now that I achieved my goal, I am also thanking blogger for helping me giving a good practice.


Chao!

Blah Blah Blah

Another day where I can't get my thoughts into words. Too much hurt, too much confusion and not enough peace makes writing hard. Today is just one of those days.

Blogging has been hard for several weeks now and it's been difficult to write congruent thoughts without creating a book. While writing has been an outlet for me, it is also a barometer of the stress and strain of what is going on in my life. More so, it is a barometer of where I stand in my relationship with God because when I am trusting Him completely there is a peace around me that is certainly supernatural, but, when I am in the old mode of wanting what I want and struggling with emotions that are neither healthy nor productive, there is no peace and I am a tangled mass of confusing thoughts and feelings. This isn't a good recipe for writing.

I'm a BLOGaholic!

Honestly, blogging is so much fun than facebook for me, especially when I have a lot to say. Whenever I open my computer, I first visit my blog. I check if I have new followers and comments to read. Sadly, No new followers or new comments to read :( too bad!

Anyway, I'm not stopping. I can still see hope. I like it so much.

I have mentioned before that my mother only allows me to open the computer after school days. For me not to forget the happenings in my life, I write it on a scratch paper. I write and write everything that comes in my mind all the time. I write while listening to the teachers, at break times, and dismissals. Even my hand is already painful, I still continue to write. I never wanted to stop.

I a day I have plenty of stories that I would like to post, but as I reread it, I find it not so interesting and would rather crumple the paper and throw it away. But if I'm fab, I'll get to post them all after school days.

I prefer writing it first on a paper so i'll just type everything and not to think for a long time in front of the computer.

You know that everything that we do has an advantage and disadvantage. I'll tell you first the bad side. I'm starting to have thicker part of skins in an area of my right hand (kalyo), It looks so ugly an makes me anxious to show it with others. I started having this when I was 10 years old. I write heavily and so many. I feel like I'm torturing my own self.

Sometimes I wonder if my suitors will still going to like me with my ugly right hand, or if my future boyfriend will still going to hold my hand despite of the ugliness I have. Plus, It is starting to shake because of my wrong doings. I must not wash my right hand after writing and have to rest it for a while to avoid this situation.

Still, I keep on looking at the bright side. It makes my handwriting more beautiful and I can easily make an essay without having a hard time.

Oh, and there's one more thing that suddenly popped in my mind while typing this post. I am taking BS mathematics in college because I love to count money and we have a business that I will handle in the future. Now I am starting to doubt. Should I just get AB communication Arts or Journalism because of the love for writing? or should I stick with the BS Mathematics and keep in my mind that this is one of my many talents?

say?

erica