Curiosity

"Hey, Mom, When I was a baby and I was inside your tummy, could I see your bones?"

Nightmare

I'm not yet ready to face the reality after I dreamed about mom.

I previously posted here that she is sick. But she's fine now.

Last night, as I walk to my room to have my sleep after blogging, my mind was in peace, relaxed and relieved coming home safely after our trip to Cavite. After praying, I fastly fell asleep.

And that's the start of my nightmare.

The scene was inside my mom's room. She's lying down in her bed not breathing anymore. Me, my two younger siblings and my grandma surrounded her crying sorrowfully.

She's Dead!

In my dream I started blaming myself that it's all my fault. She got sick because I asked her to drive me to the camp just to see my crush, and because of that I made her so tired and asked her a lot that makes her ill worse.

It's stupid I know, but that's how it happened.

Luckily, when I was able to blink my eyes open, I realized that it was just a stupid dream, a very stupid dream that means the opposite in reality. Thank God, It was just a dream!

As I reflect myself from reality, It's obvious that I'm not yet ready to lose her. Not only to mom, but to my dad and grandma too. I don't want this to happen soon.

I woke up in bed with teary eyes. And I hate it because when I came to school, it's obvious that I hardly had my sleep.

P.S. Janus texted me that night. It was so sweet to receive a message from him.

The Hero and the Pet

Mom is sick today.

I feel so sorry for her.

She always drives us everywhere we go. Especially when we go to Cavite. It is a far place from our home. It takes 2 hours to arrive there.

Mom was so tired doing her daily tasks, now that she didn't have her full rest, She got cold.

She drives the whole family when we want to visit the camp to see Janus (and went there today and hugged him so tightly, what an experience!).

she can't sleep while driving when we leave the house so early in the morning, while us, passengers, can sleep until we reach the place we are going.

I hope she feels better tomorrow.

oh, and babe, our pet puppy, just died when we came back home this night. She didn't bark when we parked the car, she didn't move when we called her name, we haven't heard anything from her. Poor doggie.

My sister cried because her one and only pet left her without saying goodbye. Babe was with us for 3 and a half month.

(sigh).

Problems, you can never avoid them.

(sigh).

Meet Joe.

His a chick.

My mom bought in the market.

It's my brother's pet. He named him as 'Joe'.

After 45 days, we will make Joe as our dinner.




LOL.

Almost Lost

Last Thursday, Mom drived me to Ateneo de Manila University, one of the prestigious college schools in the Philippines. We were there to get an application form.

The school was so awesome! many richy rich plus brainy students study in that school. I saw a lot of foreigners, Cute boys and lovely girls roaming around the campus. And the facilities were so clean and looked good.

And yeah, Mom said I have to go alone to get the form I need. She'll just wait for me at the parking area.

I started to get nervous. It was my first time. I felt like a transferee entering a new school. but I'm not transfering, and I don't have the assurance that I can pass the exam and enter that school. But I really want to. I just need faith.

All I have to do is to get an application form. Simple as that.

But, As I started walking, my knees were trembling. When I asked the information desk where's the Administration Office, I can't speak fluently even I was already using our own language.

The guy gave me a simple instruction. After that I thanked him and walked on my own.

I'm already walking so long but can't find the place he mentioned. I want to cry. My feeling is very different, like a kid lost in a mall, you know. I still moved forward when suddenly mom called me behind.

She followed me. I felt a relief. Thank God.

Mom was just testing me if I can really be alone that time.

And you know the answer.

LOL.

Mom, ever supportive mother.

que sera, sera

When I was just a little girl,
I asked my mother,
what would I be?

Will I be pretty?
Will I be rich?
Here's what she FORGOT to say to me:

Pay your bills, your bills!
There's never enough money.
The future is debt, you see.
Pay your bills, your bills!

My Reckless Mother

No. It's not what you think when you read the title.

This was something funny!

My mother and I are so close with each other. We usually talk about everything we like to share. There was this time when mom was driving while chatting with me including my two younger siblings. I was beside her. We are going to the hardware.

Suddenly, all of us went up and down and my ass hurts! Mom's busy talking to us and so are we, we noticed after the incident that there was a hump on the road. It wasn't painted so we hardly see even our eyes are focused on the track. We started to laugh hard! I don't know but it's sort kind of fun!

ok, I'll skip the part with having a business at the hardware. We're going back to the track we passed a while ago. This time we were all silent. Mom's eyes are focused on the road...
... Here we go again, we went up and down and for the second time my ass hurt again!

We laugh and laugh until I said, "Gosh mom, you missed that again. You're a reckless driver!"

And that's how it ends.