makes me feel pensive, thoughtful, grateful, anxious, nervous, scared, ready, willing, peaceful, uneasy, undeserving, lucky, glad, beautiful, amused, enlightened, protective, respectful, connected, selfless, selfish, risky, brave, sheepish, vulnerable and smiley.
Mostly i'm okay with it.
But it's at times like these when i maybe wish i were a fairy.
"Tink was not at all bad: or, rather, she was all bad just now, but, on the other hand, sometimes she was all good. Fairies have to be one thing or the other, because being so small they unfortunately have room for one filling only at a time. They are, however, allowed to change, only it must be a complete change." - J. M. Barrie, Peter and Wendy
Also - i have soap in my eye and it stings.
Despite it all and my want to dig into each feeling and thought, i know that i'm simply the most fortunate individual Provo, Rizal has ever seen in the month of August during the year 2010.
case in point.