He came to visit us this afternoon

My family just finished lunch. I went straight to my room to get my phone and read messages. The one whom I am waiting for to send me a message appeared in my inbox. I started showing my wide smile to them. It was Mayo, No other person but him, the only person whom I wanted to receive messages from.

The message content says, "where are you?". It was 20 minutes ago when he sent that.

I replied quickly and said, "At home. Are you coming?"

He didn't respond back.

After 5 minutes, someone knocked at our gate. It was him! Mayo! I abruptly opened it and let him in.

"Good afternoon! I came here to hand this gift to your sister since it was her birthday last Thursday.", he entered the living room.

He brought my sister a book which she always love to have.

He stayed for a while, I gave him a drink. Then here we go again (or maybe it's only me). I have plenty of things I wanted to tell him, but I always forget what are those. I always regret the moment when he is always with me. I'll remember once again when he left already.

What's the problem with me?

Plus, when he said good bye that he has to go back to the camp before it gets dark I already have the chance to hug him and tell him I missed him. but I wasn't able. I'm too shy to make a move.

What I did is I sent him a message saying "I want to hug you because I missed you but I forgot."

What the heck did I sent?

At least he knows. My worry is he didn't reply back after.

Is he really turned off? mommy... help!